I think somewhere along the way, I gave up. I got tired of always trying
to make everything between us okay, because I wanted you in my life.
Then I realized that you didn’t even care. Maybe I realized it too late,
but it still hurts.
Maybe I was hoping that we’d find a way to change,
and turn it back to what it used to be. I have to draw the line, because
there comes a point where I just had enough, and I’d love to give up;
but I never did, because I had hope that it would change.
Now, I think I
have to make that decision, because it’s not fair to the both of
us—especially me. It pains me to say this, maybe because I still care,
but I have to tell you goodbye. I know what my problem is, now. I can’t
let people go. I put so much effort into putting them in my life that I
just hang onto them. But, people change, and things aren’t what they
used to be. I just wanted to tell you that I’m happy you’ve stepped into
my life, even for a short while. You’ve made me realize a lot of things
about myself, and the people around me. I’m going to miss you. So, for
both our sakes, this is my goodbye.
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